Sunday, November 12, 2006

warm and dreamy

so I'm back-sooner than i expected too...Dirty 3 is rolling on the boombox-oh,that reminds me.I have a slew of new cd's I grabbed from the station in my truck.gotta remember to get them.It's so warm and dreamy outside now.Well,not 'that' warm-lol.I'm not warm and dreamy, but close to it.It's like within reach,right at my fingertips even-just a few heartbeats away-a few breaths.But I expect I may fall short of actually reaching it.Well'that's cuz it's actually not to be 'reached' for.It simply happens.
I do have moments of bliss regardless of the petty onslaught of day to day life,and my heart remains open.but I'm just wary of almost everyone.Really.Wary of what they envision,wary of the social maneuvering it seems we have to do to connect with anyone offline.
Maneuvering that's culturally expected-like if you don't operate within those bounds/guidelines people tend to freak out or back off..
Lol-i expect this shall be an unusual blog-for me at least.
We shall see.And I always have the option of deleting posts-lol.But that's probably not playing fair.What is written is written.I simply haven't written for anonymous people lately.
It's kinda strange to me but that's ok.Strange is a good thing.
'k-enuff.I'm hungry and have to start a fire(in the woodstove).

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